Ruach is the Hebrew word for “breath of God“. Genesis 1 says, “the earth was without form and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.” His Spirit is translated from “Ruach” His breath or wind was over the waters .
Recent months the stirring restlessness that was in me, to push me out of my comfort zone, was calmed this week. I sincerely have sought God’s breath of life…Ruach…and there was a crack in my resistance. Nothing like the possibility of cancer returning to grab your attention. Ok, ok I’m listening…..
Meeting with 2 prayer healers, being still before the Lord, gave clear insight to a closing door . As of yesterday, I am once again 100% self employed.
I had a printed paper sign on my fridge for the last several years, “if you aren’t scared your dream isn’t big enough”. I shared with the friend who asked this morning, “How’s day 2 going?” I remembered that paper and replied that possibly for the first time ever, I am happy with my life and tracking…. Having been so busy with everyone and everything else I’m not sure I ever really had a dream (except a porch swing) and one is now in place. (I don’t know can you manifest a porch swing? guess I’d need the porch first🧐).
Today I gave myself permission to rest. A podcast or 2 and getting a bit organized. The gray rainy day with windows and doors open letting in its gentle sound has been perfect. Being present is always difficult but today I am doing it. Being. Listening. Hearing. No regrets of yesterday or fretting over tomorrow but here solely.
Drastic change is coming and I will embrace the opportunities that ensue. Today I am still.
If there are places in your heart you are feeling a restless nudge…pay attention…it just might be a change is needed. Open to it prayerfully and then be still and listen! It took a health reminder to get me to stop and pay attention. The “all clear “ was me getting a second chance to get up and change things.
Life’s journey is so short. If change is needed do it now while there is still time. He’s got you always.
I believe a nap is in order 😉. 🪷🪷🪷
Reflections on Life’s Journeys 