I hear your laughter out on the waters
I see your eyes in the blue of the sky
I hear your music in the laughter of children
Feel your hugs in the warmth of the sun
Your smile on the faces of your dearest friends
Your tears meld with mine as rain drops trickle down the window panes …how I wish I could have removed your hurts and disappointments
The bitter cold winds of winter are blowing strong now…how you hated the cold and winters often gray skies…as do I
Snow that once brought comforting quietness to me now brings with it the harsh reminder of what took you away…that icy chilling road
Losses that cut through my soul..many losses but none like the loss of you my precious son
I know there is life here…somewhere…my faith has finally wavered in trying to find this new, yet emptier life
Your presence was here everywhere today..as if you were trying to tell me something…show me something..show me you are still with me perhaps
The sun continues to rise and with each new day when those large fluffy white clouds appear in the brilliant sunshine I clearly see you, hear you and feel you near
Somehow show me how to live again. After this great loss I’m struggling to find where I fit and who I am without you here. I do know without a single doubt that is what you want for me. Happiness and to live and love again.
It’s coming and I feel certain it is you ever pushing and with laughter telling me, “Go for it mom just go for it!!” ❤️❤️❤️⚓️🎈and I will!😊
Reflections on Life’s Journeys 